February 2001, I had an awakening. "A flock" of very pretty angels woke me up and one of these floated (their feet never touched the ground) close and said "Go home Nancy". Then they seemed to fade out of the room. I was awake but minus coffee and I was puzzled. A few moments later my mother called me crying, She said." I don't know what to do, my baby's gone." My younger brother had been found dead in his apartment. In the midst of all the drama I heard my self say, " Mom I am coming home, I will get in my car right now and I will be there in a few hours." That was what was meant by (go home). I continued to have Angelic experiences right up to 9/11. I had created a chat site called "Angel Station" As it seemed my life and home had turned into some kind of angel depot. I did not use my real name and my handle was "Angel Bell". So that might explain my choice of a business name.
I am using my intuition in many creative ways. I seem to help others with their life struggles. I engage in family and marriage counseling. There are times people must work things out and communicate better with their loved ones. There are times to leave and leave quickly. Sometimes people are considering a move or career transition. I have seen solutions to money and financial problems. There really is no limit to the type of help I can offer. Life by design and not default is the mission statement of what I do. I just Ask my Angelic Helpers to steer the visions I see for others.
I don’t think there is a “perfect” always ideal, life, because it is something of an experiment we are involved in. There must be some contrast to define what we need and desire. It is my belief that life can be lived with more love, joy, and creativity. Although I am at times precognitive: That means I see visions of a future or probable reality, I feel it is a mistake to steer someone’s course. We have free will for a reason. I believe the best counseling sessions are co-creative in nature. Fortune teller is not a title that I prefer, or “psychic” In theory we are all psychic and have some pre-cog moments. Some of us just are better at tuning in, much like a radio, to subtle frequency.
I am also able to see and hear deceased loved ones. I have been able to do that since age nine when I saw 5 great grandfathers standing around my bed when I woke up. However, I do not like to say I am a medium. It is not a guarantee. The best psychic or intuitive counseling happens when hearts are open and trust is obtained. It might take a whole first session to establish trust. I was a top earning psychic in Sedona. While working in that environment I felt that people wanted to be entertained and surprised. I rented a room at one of the busiest psychic centers. It really expanded my ability and I could shock and awe my clients. However, I am much more interested in the growth and well-being of clients. I'd rather teach them to create their own miracles. My favorite compliments are: “I achieved a great deal of clarity, and a truth bell rang out”, and I have much more hope than I had before our session. That is the real reward in this work. It is exciting to be able to change perspectives.
About 30 years ago, I did have an out of body or near death experience, and it was profound. From that experience, I summarize and believe that we know who we are and have all the answers and the bigger picture at a subconscious level. In this 3-D world there are many loud garish distractions and fake news around us. When we are born there is a veil of “forgetfulness” that happens after the first six months of life. This life is a shadow of a more vibrant one. As humans we walk around like amnesia patients who do not remember who we really are. That is why I am a fan of the humanistic psychologist. We do have an authentic self and a driving need to express ourselves. It helps to ground, center and reconnect with your source energy. I definitely can help with that. I have become an expert on “seeing” the heart and authentic soul of other people. That is a gift I picked up after my near death experience.
I am here learning and making mistakes and just because I am psychic does not mean I have avoided the slings and arrows of life. I will say that I "had a feeling" or I might have known something was wrong, but ignored those warning bells. It is a challenge to be human in this world. Buffy Saint Marie's lyrics say we are in a world few hearts survive but through love we pick ourselves up and overcome. Love lift us up where we belong. Love is the one thing that heals us. Just love that song.
Maybe we can find the answers together. Miracles happen every day. You don't have to die to go to heaven. The angels can help open your eyes to more awareness of what is possible.